|
[14 Oct 2002|12:03pm] |
| [ |
music |
| |
Blaque - "Questions" |
] |
Well, kids. Slacker mode has set in. I'll do a real update later. Not like any of you are interested.
|
|
|
[14 Sep 2002|08:00pm] |
| [ |
mood |
| |
 mellow |
] |
I don't break promises, therefore I am trying to give you some sort of substance within this update. Not much has been going on, to tell you the truth.
I was in a coffee shop yesterday. Catching up on my weekly reading and what not. I really find it rather baffling that people recognize my face, maybe even more than I am able to recognize my own features. It is kind of creepy if you put thought into the whole subject. The attention is overwhelming sometimes. There are times when I just want to scream and get away from it all. I love what I do, and I know this is the price I have to pay. Having people tend to your needs isn't so bad though. I've gotten used to that quite a bit. That was really a random thing to discuss. I have no idea what triggered my fingers to type up something like that, when it makes no sense at all. Sometimes I begin to wonder about myself and my common well-being. I'll live.
When I can gather my thoughts and put them into words of speculation, I will update again. I didn't have much to say because not many things were able to be said. I'll brainstorm and get back to you sometime this week when i'm not so busy.
|
|
|
[14 Sep 2002|07:40pm] |
|
This is for your refreshing pleasure. ;) A real update is on the way, I promise.
|
|
|
[26 Aug 2002|11:27pm] |
| [ |
music |
| |
Avril Lavigne - I Don't Give |
] |
Psychology. In many ways is a look inside the human brain from an outter point of view. Complex and intriguing. It's difficult, but I enjoy the challenge. Knowing that I succeeded at something that I once thought to be rather captivating and hard is a real rush for me. One day I will be at the ending point of my College career and look back and say, "ok, so I did it", and get all the most utter satisfaction out of saying that. My term starts sometime next week, and I think I am ready to go back and experience everything all over again in my senior year. Time flies when you are on the verge of accomplishing something in your life worth the extra time and dedication you must put into it.
By saying this, I definitely mean it. Do you all want a cute girl to look cute in a very tasteful and classy outfit at the VMA's? Okay, so pick outfit choice #1 for Michelle, because if #2 wins, I will surely drag myself to Radio City from whatever the hell I was doing and rip the outfit off of her. Hell, she'd look cute anyway.
|
|
|
[24 Aug 2002|02:46am] |
| [ |
mood |
| |
 tired |
] |
| [ |
music |
| |
Dashboard Confessionals - "Screaming Infidelities" |
] |
To be unhealthy mentally is to be unhealthy physically. Sooner or later staying up until ungodly hours such as this one will eventually catch up to you, but not for your physical well-being, that is. If you asked me why I was up right now I probably couldn't give you a straight answer at all. There isn't even any rational point as to why I am writing this update. For entertainment purposes, I suppose.
I was never really good at introducing myself properly. There is always that subtle awkwardness that lies in the depths of introducing yourself to some other human being that most likely you haven't met more than twice in your entire life. It's kind of overwhelming if you think about it. If you ask me, it's a lot easier to introduce myself in words. Like this, for example. I can write what I want, and say what I want, without feeling like a complete and utter idiot afterwards.
Hi, i'm Natalie Portman. I'm a Gemini and I attend Harvard University during the school year. The rest of my time is usually spent acting. I enjoy long walks on the beach and occassionally stopping for a moment and catching up on life. Not like you all care or anything.
|
|
![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif){kind=small}
portman's journal